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[alek van saar]

alek van saar

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l o v e.[/font]
[l] Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive. . crush on alek
[l] We seem to be losing altitude at an alarming pace. . alek crushing on you
[l] Playtime for the young and rich. . mutual crush
[l] With designer drugs and designer friends. . love
[l] I'm in a box, and you're jealous. . flirtation
[l] Get on your knees if you wanna reach the top. . future relationship
[l] Bang bang! Shoot 'em up, yeah. . current ^{[boyfriend , girlfriend]}
[l] This little girl was alone in the world. . mixed feelings ^{[alek or you]}
[l] It breaks my heart to see another tragedy. . ex's ^{[good terms , bad terms]}
[l] There's no way you can save it now. . physical attraction
[l] We're gonna bury this town tonight. . bed-buddy
[l] There's no way you can change me now. . final
[l] So you came to my place. . fiancé[/color]


f r i e n d s.[/font]
[f] Don't pretend you've never been there. . childhood friend
[f] Hey you, who are you kidding?. . closest ^[0/2]
[f] Then we'll turn it up and we'll play a little faster. . best friends
[f] 'Cause I regret every thing that I said. . enemies turned friends
[f] Oh Doctor, Doctor, I must have gotten this sick somehow. . secret friends
[f] So take a chance and make it big. . party buddy
[f] I've been planning something big. . average friends
[f] I've never tried to make the best of my time. . new friends
[f] Hold your head high heavy heart. . friends with benefits
[f] If we don't take it, when will we make it?. . cuddle buddy[/color]
[f] And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat. . alek is your 'pet' ^[0/1]


e n e m i e s.[/font][/u]
[e] Turned off the light on my way out the door. . mutual dislike
[e] It was the only place I'd ever known. . alek dislikes you
[e] As far as I remember you weren't half bad. . dislike of alek
[e] Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist. . hardcore
[e] You were the only face I'd ever known. . friends turned enemies
[e] So take your cold, cold heart and drown. . jealousy
[e] I bet you're still a sucker for those famous faces. . annoyance
[e] I can be a prick. . bother
[e] So suck your so called pity down. . disgusted of alek[/color][/center]

• lyrics from 'The Academy Is...' and 'Cobra Starship'
  
• you better be interesting about or i wont adds you.
  
• seriously.
  
• (c) credit goes to my friend nate
  

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[trevor linkon]

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name : TREVOR fuhkin LINKON, betch
age // year // job : eighteen // senior // jobless currently
relationship(s) :
[l] Get on your knees if you wanna reach the top. . future relationship
[l] There's no way you can save it now. . physical attraction
[f] I've been planning something big. . average friends
[f] And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat. . alek is your 'pet'
history : "Oh, the things I would do to this kid if and when I get the chance. I can't tell you how much I want my way with him... I just know I want it as soon as I can have it. I might not be able to control my urges if I don't stop thinking about him. I'm not insane or anything, but ever since we met something really draws me too him. Honestly, I haven't felt this way about someone in too long...

We met when I first came to the hotel, and I am glad to say that I was lucky enough to get in his room. I think we're supposed to have another person join us, but for now... It's him and I. Which I am perfectly alright with.
Anyway, he came off to me as bipolar. I don't know if that's right or wrong, but man it intrigues me. He seems really happy every time I see him, and that's just like me. I'm happy all the time, but I'm usually pretty calm unless I'm hyped up on caffeine which is quite often to be honest. He seems very friendly for the times that I have talked to him and I would say that perhaps we're friends, but not like really tight pals that do everything together. We can talk, and boy does he talk. He’s just as bad at me when it comes to talking, although it might have to say that he’s more of a softie? Sometimes my sarcasm comes off strong and he just gives me that look saying that it wasn’t nice. I can’t help it though because it’s just like my constant swearing. It’s natural.

---------------- Future notes;;

My fling with Andrew was great and I really hope things go further between us, but I still can’t shake those feelings for Alek that I have had since we met. I think he knows about them, but I don’t think he knows how bad they really are.
Alek, plainly said is definitely my pretty little pet. When I get ticked off, I tend to take it out on him just because I know I can win when I get into those moods. He breaks into tears pretty easily, and it’s not like I have ever said I was a nice person. I just come off that way at times. He’s great for me to take my anger out on when I get annoyed or frustrated. I like this kid a lot, but I swear he’s got a bright red X painted on him that’s just ready for me to punch some day.

[b]icon [/b]: [img]http://i171.photobucket.com/albums/u308/smilesxregret/Alex%20McKee-%20Zach%20RPC/sefmadeICONalexmckee.jpg[/img]
[b]name [/b]: TREVOR fuhkin LINKON, betch
[b]age [/b]// [b]year [/b]// [b]job [/b]: eighteen // senior // jobless currently
[b]relationship(s)[/b] :
[l] Get on your knees if you wanna reach the top. . future relationship
[l] There's no way you can save it now. . physical attraction
[f] I've been planning something big. . average friends
[f] And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat. . alek is your 'pet'
[b]history [/b]: "Oh, the things I would do to this kid if and when I get the chance. I can't tell you how much I want my way with him... I just know I want it as soon as I can have it. I might not be able to control my urges if I don't stop thinking about him. I'm not insane or anything, but ever since we met something really draws me too him. Honestly, I haven't felt this way about someone in too long...

We met when I first came to the hotel, and I am glad to say that I was lucky enough to get in his room. I think we're supposed to have another person join us, but for now... It's him and I. Which I am perfectly alright with.
Anyway, he came off to me as bipolar. I don't know if that's right or wrong, but man it intrigues me. He seems really happy every time I see him, and that's just like me. I'm happy all the time, but I'm usually pretty calm unless I'm hyped up on caffeine which is quite often to be honest. He seems very friendly for the times that I have talked to him and I would say that perhaps we're friends, but not like really tight pals that do everything together. We can talk, and boy does he talk. He’s just as bad at me when it comes to talking, although it might have to say that he’s more of a softie? Sometimes my sarcasm comes off strong and he just gives me that look saying that it wasn’t nice. I can’t help it though because it’s just like my constant swearing. It’s natural.

---------------- Future notes;;

My fling with Andrew was great and I really hope things go further between us, but I still can’t shake those feelings for Alek that I have had since we met. I think he knows about them, but I don’t think he knows how bad they really are.
Alek, plainly said is definitely my pretty little pet. When I get ticked off, I tend to take it out on him just because I know I can win when I get into those moods. He breaks into tears pretty easily, and it’s not like I have ever said I was a nice person. I just come off that way at times. He’s great for me to take my anger out on when I get annoyed or frustrated. I like this kid a lot, but I swear he’s got a bright red X painted on him that’s just ready for me to punch some day.